Yun Chong

me....

2009-06-28T22:29:00.000-07:00

双鱼座

看看现在铺天盖地的关于双鱼的各种传说，分析，解释。似乎无一例外的把双鱼当作了一个女人的星座，动不动就是流眼泪，唉声叹气。可惜可叹，如果双鱼真的只是这样的一个星座，那么可以说没有一个人愿意去做双鱼，而历史上也不会有什么著名的双鱼人物了。　现在让我还给你一个真实的双鱼座。　　最本质的部分：思考双鱼座的最本质特点是什么？善良？懦弱？温柔？不是，我诉你，是思考（在很多情况下，是过多的思考)。是的，双鱼座的一切特性，都来自于他过多的思考，或许世上没有第二个星座比双鱼座更能洞察别人的心理，更能分析事情的本质。　　　　你可以称之为敏感，但是一旦这种敏感能够正确的使用，那么没有人能比双鱼座更快的学会人情事故，在这一方面，有一个双鱼座的伟人做的尤其出色，他的名字是周恩来。　　　因为思考的太多，所以双鱼座的人就算不是真正善良的，也至少是表面善良的。对于双鱼来说，善良与其说是本质，不如说是双鱼喜欢的一种生活方式，以善良的方式活着，是轻松而又受人尊敬的，一般的双鱼座很早就能洞察到这一点.再谈谈温柔，这一点，不管是哪篇文章，都不会忘了提双鱼座的温柔。是的，双鱼的确是温柔的。因为双鱼总能敏感的体会到对方的细微变化，时刻了解到对方心意的转变，表现在行动上，就是能尽快的知道，什么时候应该为女孩披上自己的外衣，什么时候应该停下手里的活，转过身去和女友好好的说话。　　　　与众不同的部分：信仰　　　双鱼的信仰就是没有信仰！　　　　在双鱼的世界里面，没有绝对的对和错，如果发生了一件事，他第一件做的事情是去理解这件事，去分析这件事，而不是去判断这件事是对的还是错的。　　　下面引用一段话说明双鱼的这个特点：　　　　'鱼座男人没有偏见，没有亲自穿著鹿皮走几哩路，他不会评断印地安人；没有试试赤脚走路，他也不会评断裸体主义者。甚至这些做了，他还是会满心谅解而不会过于批评。他很少冷酷的指控，倒是每每温暖的忍耐，他甚至会试试了解他的岳母，天底下有几个男人能这样？海王子拥有罕见的同情精神，他的朋友向他吐露秘密而从不担忧会把他吓著，要吓到鱼起码需要两吨以上的炸弹。如果你和我以及你的鱼儿三人同坐一室，一个男人走进来告诉我们他有些担忧，因为他重婚，在四个州各有一个老婆，你可能眼睛瞪得大大瞧他，冒著火，心想监狱是最适合他的地方，我可能鄙夷的说他是个卑鄙的流氓，但你的鱼儿很可能问：'那四州？你爱不爱她们其中任何一个？'鱼很好奇，但防震。对他来说，这个家伙需要一缸子同情以及好得要命的律师。　　　　有一位伟人利用了这点特性，结果成就了科学史上的神话，他就是爱因斯坦。　　　　双鱼的致命缺点：懦弱　　现实中的双鱼座确实给人太多的失望，懦弱，多疑，自卑，优柔寡断，没有主见.....一个双鱼座或许没有上面全部的特点，但至少会有一，二个。就算是伟大如周恩来，有时候难免有些优柔寡断和没有主见，当然，这种时候不多。　　　　　　　　造成双鱼座优柔寡断的原因很简单。因为同样一个选择，在一个射手看来，只需要考虑2样东西，但是在双鱼看来，却需要考虑10样东西，因为他想的实在是太多了。简单的说一句话，双鱼都会想到它会给周围的人带来多少种不同的影响，它会让人对自己有怎么样的看法，会不会造成误解。（虽然很多时候，双鱼会冲动的把一些话脱口而出）　　　　至于多疑，这点和自卑联系的比较紧密。虽然双鱼座能轻易的了解对方的意图，看透事情的真相，但是却往往不能坚持住自己的观点，这种不能坚持大多数是因为双鱼座自己不愿接受这个事实，也有很多时候是因为双鱼对自己不够自信。关于前一点，比较突出的一个例子是，双鱼座的女孩不到男孩子直截了当的告诉她，他不爱她了，女孩就总是还抱有一线希望，虽然女孩心里明白的很。　　　　懦弱呢？关于这点，和信仰联系在一起。你一定觉得很奇怪，懦弱和信仰又有什么关系呢？　　　信仰是种很可怕的力量，他可以让一个人做出平时不敢做的事情，拥有不该拥有的勇气，牺牲不该牺牲的东西。而双鱼恰恰是没有一丁点信仰的，就算有，也不过是为了给生活加一点调味剂，或是给自己找一个避难所。对于双鱼来说，自己能过舒适，安稳的日子，比什么都重要。富贵如浮云，最想的开这点的就是双鱼座了。至于爱国什么的，酒饱饭足的双鱼可以慷慨激昂，也会不惜重金施于，但是只是建立在自己有好日子过的前提下。　　　　接下来，可以解释下双鱼的懦弱了。　　　只要能让自己和爱人平平安安，有什么不可以忍受的呢？什么尊严，什么气节，见鬼去吧。所以只要不把双鱼逼到绝境，你尽可以嘲弄双鱼的懦弱。每条鱼的忍受范围都不同，但一般都比正常人多那么一点点。但是如果你不小心让一条鱼觉得无路可走了，那么你真的要小心了。鱼可以践踏人间一切法律，无视所有道理，更不会考虑自己的尊严和人格。你务必要相信这一点，虽然这种时候很少，但那只不过是因为上帝不想让人们经常看到地狱的惨状。　　　双鱼的最大优点：感情> 　　　　与其说双鱼是个为爱情而活的星座，不如说双鱼是个为感情而活的星座。　　　对于双鱼来说，世界上最重要的东西是感情，一条精神上满足的鱼，可以没有其他东西，就已经是最幸福的人（当然，绝大多数情况下，没有其他东西，很难精神上满足）。　　　　任何感情对于双鱼来说都是重要的，爱情很重要，但不见> 得会比亲情更重要，在双鱼的眼中.　　　对于鱼来说，感情是单纯的，是单独的。鱼可以原谅对方的一切，只要那个人是真心对他好的。你可以十恶不赦，可以吃喝嫖赌，可以之前是人尽可夫的妓女，可以是个卑鄙无耻的骗子，都可以原谅，只要鱼能确定你是真心的喜欢他，对他好。但是请注意一点，大部分的鱼都比你聪明，不要以为你的小伎俩可以骗到鱼，你是不是真心喜欢他，他比谁都清楚。　　　　对于一个男孩子> 来说，双鱼女孩能给你对于一个女孩子想要的一切，温柔，爱你不顾一切，可爱（很多时候是装的，鱼大多数是很聪明的），体贴..... 　　　　对于一个女孩子来说，双鱼男孩....嗯.....>看你的运气了，如> 果你遇到的鱼是个没有志气，不想做事，玩玩乐乐的鱼，而且他已经25岁左右了，那么好心的提醒你，还是尽早离开他吧。除非你是个富婆，或者你只是找个情人（没有人比双鱼更适合做情人了：安全快乐而无副作用）。否则，你会经历世间最凄凉的婚姻和生活，阿门　那么如果你遇到的鱼是有事业心，能上进，肯做事的鱼，或者干脆就是事业有成的鱼，那么真的是恭喜你，你是千万少女中最幸运的一个，再挑剔的女人也无法对一个有上进心有事业的鱼有更多的要求了。你可以得到世界上一切的温柔和快乐，包括用钱买的到的和用钱买不到的，鱼很乐意把他的一切奉献给他爱的人，看到他爱的人开心，他会更开心。大部分的鱼的'一切'仅仅只有感情，而没有物质，但是我们现在讨论的是最优秀的那种鱼，那种能随时把名望和财富送给你的鱼，现在你知道你有多幸运了吧。　　　　提到感情不得不提的：公平　　　很奇怪吗？> 公平对于双鱼来说，是个很重要的单词。　　　双鱼没有普遍意义上的价值观，是非观，你不能用这件事这样做是对的，那样做是错的来说服一个双鱼座。永远记住，鱼的世界里很少有对错。　　　那么鱼又是怎么来处理他和别人（尤其是爱人的关系）呢？> 就是公> 平。如果鱼曾经有过十几，二十个女朋友，那么他就不会在意你以前有过多少个男朋友，如果鱼一个不小心跑出去玩了一夜情，那么你一夜情的时候，他也会选择无所谓。　3 真> 实的双鱼座！超准剖析！　　　　好吧，就算你的鱼纯情的一塌糊涂，你是他（她）的第一次，他也可以原谅你的曾经花心，一时花心，可能会的花心，只要你能用足够的关心和真心的喜欢弥补。鱼大致兑换了下你的关心（兑换比例只有天知道了，呵呵），如果觉得双方大致公平的（相对于他对于你的感情付出），那么他就无所谓，就会原谅你。　　　　所以和鱼相处是件很简单的事情，只要你能保> 证你给他的和他为你付出的差不多多，就可以了。至于伦理道德嘛...嗯，讲真的，鱼从来不是教条主义者。反过来，如果你让鱼觉得你对他的关心不够多，对他的爱不够多（不够多是指没有他给你的多），那么鱼会在痛苦之后，也相应的减少对你的关心和爱，不要怀疑，这方面，鱼比谁都表现的现实和斤斤计较。　　　　感情中的完美主义>　　　鱼在意的东西很少，所以很不幸，鱼对于他在意的东西就是完美主义者的态度。> 　　　　>　　　　对于鱼来说，完美的情人不是忠贞不二的情人，不是事业爱情兼顾的情人，也不是外形完美的情人。鱼要求的是'完美的爱'。> 　　　　>> 　　　　你可以不经常说我爱你，但是你说的时候，一定要是真心实意。>> 　　　　你可以很少陪他逛街，但是你陪的时候，一定要是真的> 开开心心。>> 　　　　你也可以对他说很少的情话，但是你要保证，你对别人说的情话更少，而且你对他说的是真心的话。> 　　　　>>　　　　对于鱼来说，欺骗和做作是最不可原谅的。很多人以为简简单单的> 对鱼说几句我爱你，固定性的发些短信问候鱼，经常为鱼买些好东西就能让鱼觉得被爱了。真不幸，大部分鱼都聪明过了头，一般都能轻松辨别那些举动是真心的，那些不过是手段（如果你曾经用这些手段征服过双鱼女生，也别得意，只不过是双鱼女生比男生更难以拒绝别人而已）。　　　　　　　所以，请诚实一点对待鱼，爱他多少就给他多少，他也会给你同样多。这至少比他生你的气好的多，不是吗？　　　　双鱼真的浪漫吗？　　　所有的星座解释都会说双鱼是浪漫的，但是所有和双鱼（特别是双鱼男生，一般浪漫都是指男生做的事情）接触过的人，都往往感觉不到双鱼的浪漫，到底是为什么呢？难道双鱼并不浪漫？　　　　我给你> 个肯定的答案，双鱼绝对浪漫，他脑子里面的浪漫点子不仅包含了所有好莱坞大片的经典场景，还有更多他自己的原创镜头，他时不时的都在幻想浪漫的场面，一个鱼可能在他18的时候就开始想他30岁结婚的布置。　　　　　　　那么为什么现实中是两样呢？因为2点，自卑和善良。　　　　前一点很好理解，大部分的浪漫需要自信。很多时候，不是鱼不想浪漫，而是不好意思和没胆子那么做，你能理解是吧，呵呵。　　　那么自信的鱼呢？为什么他也不浪漫？　　　　因为他没有遇到合适的人，因为他善良。　　　　双鱼的爱情大部分是有些被动的。鱼总是轻易的喜欢上一个女孩子（注意，我用的单词是喜欢），然后开始和这个女孩开始交往，然后十有八九，会发现这个女孩不是能给自己完美的爱的女孩（这是肯定的，遇到最合适自己的人哪有那么容易），鱼很现实的知道，他和这个女孩不可能有将来的，2个人能拥有只能是一段回忆。那么对鱼来说，绝大部分的情话都会说不出口，因为鱼自己知道这些话都是骗人的，很多浪漫的举动做不出来，因为鱼不敢让女孩陷的太深，怕分手的那一天女孩太伤心。很多人说处女，金牛的人想的多，其实鱼想的并不比他们少，只不过犹犹豫豫又舍不得的鱼，就算明了的知道和女孩没有将来，也不会点破，只会静静的维持，享受拥有的每一天。但是这样的情况下，鱼的善良就让鱼忍住了很多浪漫的情话和行动。　　　　我这么说是不是显的鱼很高尚？呵呵，没有什么真正高尚的人。鱼能如此的为女孩着想，是因为这么做能让鱼觉得自己很伟大，有一种悲剧式的美感，鱼愿意让自己沉浸在这种自我的意淫中.　　　　当然，这样至少比不顾别人的死活，只图自己开心要好的多是不是？> 所以还是应该为鱼们鼓鼓掌的。　　　所以，如果有一天，你看到一条浪漫无比的鱼，不要怀疑，他已经认定你们有个美好的未来，他已经知道他不会给你太多的伤心了，那你还犹豫什么？上去拥抱你的幸福吧.　　　　结语：什么样是好的双鱼？　　　　　　双鱼有很多缺点，但是大多数都可以原谅。除了2条，懒惰和犹豫。　　　　而双鱼要成为一条好鱼，所需要的东西很简单，事业。　　　其实不用去提醒鱼们其他的事情了，他们自己都能想明白。只需能保证鱼能稳步进行他们的事业就可以了.一旦鱼用心去赚钱了，那么他肯定能赚到钱。但是这一点很难，真的很难，如果有一天，你看到一条生龙活虎的鱼，千万不要放过，好好的捆住他，很有可能，他会带给你所有的梦想

六月

2009-06-02T08:31:00.000-07:00

这是个什么日子呢？对我来说是个让我无法忘记的日子。

在我这一生中，去年的这一天令我永远都不会忘记。

六月十二号。。就是她的生日。

记得去年这一天我是在霹雳度过的。

我记得是星期五，我上完课后我就赶回家。

由于功课多，我还是没能完成要送她的礼物。结果这一份没有送出去的礼物就成了遗憾。

我没到那儿是曾在电话中骂她，而我的一声对不起将永远收在我心中。

那时，她驾着摩托来接我。那时她的身影到现在还在我脑海中。

我在她姑姑家住了一晚。第一个晚上，我们是在电影院度过的。

到现在我还想着她，从来没有忘记过我们在一起曾多么开心。

对不起，这只是我现在想说的。我从来就没有好好对待你。是我伤害了你。对不起。

败了

2009-05-27T18:59:00.000-07:00

昨晚，看了曼联对巴塞罗那的比赛。

是场欧冠决赛。最后，巴塞罗那以二比一拿下奖杯。

那时，心碎了。纪录无法改变。

两队都踢得不错，只是巴塞罗那是踢得更好的一方。

他们配得起拿冠军。恭禧他们。

也希望曼联明年再从新来过。毕尽今年他们做得太好了。

虽然只差一步，但已经很不错了，因为自从改制以后就没有卫冕球队进到决赛。

曼联也踢得很累，因为利物浦在联赛中给的压力。

没关系。今年不行明年再来过。

因为曼联是强大的。

痛

2009-05-26T08:08:00.000-07:00

今天，别人在课室里努力，而原本应该在课室里的我出现在球场上。

和伟殷的朋友一起玩。虽然只是玩爽，但不懂为何我每次打球都像疯了这样。

我只是想在上篮时跳高点。结果球是进了，但由于冲力太大，我撞上了。

我的右腿撞上了铁柱。一直到晚上脚还在痛着。

感觉，还找不到，可是自己却伤了。

后来跟另一组人玩四对四，觉得他们打得不错。

我的射篮不是进就是没中篮框。为什么会这样？？

失去的感觉，我要找回来，我要进步。

有谁会想要退步？就算忍痛也要打好每一场球。

无懈努力

2009-05-24T04:08:00.000-07:00

人一生下来就什么也不会，什么也不懂。

随着岁月的成长，我们学会了很多。

每个人所学的东西都不一样，每个人的道路都不同。

有些人很专，所以，造就了各行各业的奇才。

而我，每样都学一点。虽然每一样都会，但却不精。

只有靠无懈的努力，坚定不移的毅力。

从头开始一步一步地努力。

爱

2009-05-21T07:15:00.000-07:00

为什么人总是为爱情而烦恼？

在偶然的机会下，我认识了她，对她开始有了点好感。

望着她时，我发觉我的心在跳，很勉强才克服了害羞的心情，找话题和她聊。

也许我真的不善于表达内心的感受？？？

一天后，从另一个朋友口中的知了她已有了心上人。

那时，简直是晴天劈历。

难道还没开始又要结束了吗？

不！！我不可以这样没志气，还没偿试就放弃。

至少我应该努力去偿试。

不管结果如何也要去偿试。

说说刚才的futsal吧.我已经想拼命般去踢了，但还是踢得不够好。

我已经尽力了？但是还是有失误。我会尽量减少我的失误。

刚才解围时，我已经把球踢走了。但是他直接踢在我的脚板上。

如果他踢大力点我可能得住院了。

可是他却连对不起也不说一声。

算了。过后，我射进一粒进球。那时他当门将。

他那一脚让我燃烧起了斗志。让我找到感觉。

感觉来时就是不一样。。

我还有很多地方要改进。。。

努力吧。。

虽然我的梦想以成为不可能，但我不会认输！！

我不会倒下去。我会努力练习。

因为，在我的字典里从来没有放弃这个词。

Champion

2009-05-16T23:17:00.001-07:00

Manchester United have done it...a draw against Arsenal is enough to secure the champion..

What a glorious night for young United.

They proved that they are strong...they deserved what they got now...

All of their hard work pays off.

But rumours state that Carlos Tevez is going to leave Manchester United this season..

All of the red devils fans appreciate what he contribute to the club..

He is always the hero...

The next target for Manchester United is the Uefa Champion..

Manchester United will go on...

Oh My God!!!

2009-05-05T07:37:00.001-07:00

1)Adidas F50+ It looks nice,but difficult to find it..

2)Nike tiempo-nice...want it for a long time but also hard to find.

3)Nike shoot II-i already had one with blue strips.But it's for futsal...And it's tight.

4)Nike Mercurial Vapour Superfly-Newly out in the market.The nicest colour is purple.Still waiting for new colour combination.

5)Adidas F50 Tunit-nice but expensive...doesn't have c class eh...cheapest also cost RM5++.

6)Adipure-newest adidas boots series...it looks classic...hope can collect those 3 colours(blue & white,Gold & white , Red & white)

haha...dream dream dream

改变

2009-05-02T00:53:00.000-07:00

为什么不让我低空飞过？

就算勉强过关我也不介意。

可是却偏偏过不了。

不是一科，而是三科。

也许这是懒惰的后果吧。

现在得从新来过。

是时候改变了。改变那些该改的，保留好的。

从新再来。

It's Macheda again

2009-04-11T10:02:00.000-07:00

Another 3 points bagged...

thanks to Macheda....who deflected carrick's shot.....into the low corner of the goal...

And also Scholes that opened the scoring...from Rooney's cross...

after this win,manchester united still on top of the league...chance to be crowned champion is not far away..

and Man Utd still have the chance of winning the quintiple...

Glory glory Man Utd

Federico Macheda

2009-04-05T10:27:00.001-07:00

Name: Federico Macheda

Birth date22 Aug 1991

Country:Italy

Position:Striker

He's former Lazio youth player.He joined Manchester United on September 07.He's a natural goal scorer and also know as "Kiko".

Manchester United vs Aston Villa

2009-04-05T10:04:00.000-07:00

Event : Barclays Premier League

Matchup : Manchester United vs Aston Villa (Old Trafford)

Scorer : Ronaldo 14' Carew 30' Agbonlahor 58' Ronaldo 80' Macheda 90'

My Views:

It was a great match....Manchester United's players show great resilient...And they together fight until the very last minute.Altough there're a bit messy on their defend...but all over,they play better and deserved the win.Fletcher,Carrick,Giggs and Macheda really impressive...and the 17 year old Macheda became hero of the game scoring a last minute goal and it's a wonder...nice turn.Nice curl makes Friedel no chance.And Ronaldo scoring an equalising goal is so much important...It came at the right time.Nice setup by Carrick.And Ronaldo was able to curl it low into the bottom corner of the goal.Every Manchester United fans will smile after this important victory.And please remember.Macheda.He scored hat-trick in reserve games that impress me...

思念x

2009-03-31T05:37:00.000-07:00

虽然，已经过去差不多一年了，

但是，我对你的思念从未间断。

我一直期待你能够回到我的身边。

但也许不可能。

我要做的东西太多了。

我也知道我不成熟。

所以现在的我没有办法给你幸福。

最近，我好像缺少了两样东西。

那就是自信和拼劲。

我的世界已经很暗淡了？

这次再不能过关，我也不懂以后的我会怎样。

剩下的时间不多了。希望我能坚持下去。

Form

2009-03-14T08:58:00.000-07:00

我不喜欢被抛弃的感觉。

也不想觉得自己被利用。

Manchester United vs Liverpool

2009-03-14T08:31:00.000-07:00

Event : Barclays Premier League

Final Score : Manchester United 1-4 Liverpool

Scorer : Ronaldo 23' Torres 28' Gerrard 44' Aurelio 77' Dossena 90'

Match analysis :

Manchester United was playing offencessively at the beginning and have several chances.Manchester United got a penalty after Ji-Sung Park was knocked down by Reina.Ronaldo was able to score...But Liverpool was able to catch Manchester United through counter attack.And Vidic misjudgement on a clearance and Torres's skills,speed and anticipation put Liverpool an equalizer...later on...Evra got a trip on Gerrard in the penalty area...Gerrard put it low and hard.Liverpool gain the lead..During the second half,while Ferguson was trying to play more attacking style by introducing Giggs,Scholes and Berbatov,Vidic got a clumsy foul and was sent off...Aurelio curls the free kick into the top corner and extend the league.At the last minute of the game,Dossena lob a nice crossing over Van der sar and got the forth goals at the night...It was a horrible match for Manchester United.Hope that nightmare past and manchester United will get everything back on track.

Player analysis :

Park showed great anticipation on every ball.He challenges for every ball.Rooney,Ronaldo,Tevez,Carrick and Anderson failed to danger Reina although there are several good chance.Evra's and Ferdinand's performance was just ok.O'shea was not challenge by Riera too often.Vidic's mistakes that leads to Liverpool equalizer and was lucky to escape first clumsy challenge but he was sent off the second time for an unnecessary foul broken the hope of Manchester United to find an equalizer....Torres shows great anticipation tonight.He is always great...He surely will become a legend of Liverpool one day....

Manchester United vs Inter Milan

2009-03-12T02:54:00.000-07:00

Event : Uefa Champions League last 16

Final result : Manchester United 2 Inter Milan 0

Scorer : Nemanja Vidic 4' Cristiano Ronaldo 49'

Post match analysis :

Manchester United playing well tonight and successfully clinched a place in the quarter final with goals from Vidic and Ronaldo...Inter Milan was able to put up the challenge and Zlatan Ibrahimovic showed impressive performance...but with his header denied by the post.Adriano's volley also hit the left post...Inter Milan was lack of luck.And both teams have great chances.But Manchester United is the team that able to convert their chance into goals...

Player analysis :

Zlatan Ibrahimovic was great throughout the night creating chances and having several challenges on goal...Scholes performance showed that he is important in the midfield of Manchester United...He passed the ball to the right place at the right time....while Rooney and Ronaldo are creating chances...Rooney was able to have two long shots on target.And his performance forced Maicon to have a lot of work to do.

值得

2009-03-11T07:39:00.001-07:00

每个人都有不同的看法。

很多时候你总是会对别人的做法不认同。

但是在每个人心中都有自己的价值。

也许你认为这样做太傻，不值得。

但在他心目可能是值得的。

但因为与别人的看法不一致或得不到他人的认同而不敢去做。

就这样他浪费了机会。

所以，在你做任何事之前，先问过自己。

别理别人的言语，放胆去做。

只要在你心中那是值得的就足够了。

Live my life

2009-03-01T02:42:00.000-08:00

i'm not hesitating of what should i do now...

it's already lack of time....

and what i want to do then i will give my best of it...

but there are something need to be sacrifice....

but the reality should be like this...

you gain something...on the other hand you will lose something...

Last....

2009-02-18T07:35:00.000-08:00

Why..Why..Why...
i'm always the last....
omg.....i was in for soeat 2nd team....but i was the last one to know...the last person to join...
last minute to join...
in football..i sub in and play.....but just for a while then i was out....
Am i really that bad?i just try to gp up in attack....but they told me that i should stay down....

Aiks...really need to put more effort in everything that i want...i want it i'll fight for it....
playing right back,it's ok....i will challenge for it....keep my hard work....

Omg...

2009-02-17T19:42:00.000-08:00

My god!!
why am i so lazy these few weeks?
just feel like boring when nothing to do...but then when there are things for me to do i didnt feel like doing it...
i should be more hardworking lerx...
can't continue like that....

The 8th night

2009-02-02T10:18:00.001-08:00

Today's the 8th night of chinese new year...so,most of the chinese will pray on this night...
at my block,it's full of firecrackers....
this is what happens every year at permata....

on the 6th floor....this family is so rich that they got about 10 of this....10 times i watched this...wow..

and this is so nice....in the dark sky...it lights up the night....

but i was only able to catch from the mid part.....cause helping my grandma....aikz...wasted

Chinese new year...

2009-02-01T18:30:00.000-08:00

Times past so fast that now already one week past chinese new year....
here i wish everyone enjoys their new year....
for me i enjoyed it very well...
i used up most of my one week holiday visitting my friends' house...

on the eve of chinese new year,i have my dinner with family after playing basketball...on this day,it's my first time driving an auto transmission car....my aunt's vios.....it's so enjoyable...

1st day of cny,i visitted my grandma's house for sure....and on the night,we all gathered at peng's house to gamble...my first visit to friend's house....

2nd day of cny,i went to my mum's bro's house in the afternoon...while we all have buffet dinner over there...after the dinner ends,i got my second visit to my friend,chikai's house...also went there for gamble....

3rd day of cny,have a movie today...my,chikai,zhenyi,daryl and yeekhoon...we watched "underworld 3"the vampire sucks....die so easily.....oh my god....errr...yik joined us after our movie....then we went to chikai's house for a lil while...and at night,i joined li xian to gamble at zhen yang's house...there are 6 of us include me,lixian,gandhi,glenn,"fu gui"and chunyen...
at 3,we went to net city playing fifa and left4 dead...my god....whole night didn't sleep...

4th day of cny,sleep until noon....then yin ask for basketball..lolz....then night sleep again...really too tired....

5th day of cny,do my own things till evening....then i fetch leon to meet lixian and gandhi at netcity...playing left 4 dead...fifa too..."zi liang" and zhen yang joined us later....after that supper at subaidah....and later on gamble again at zhenyang's house....again didnt sleep whole night lorx...till almost 5 in the morning,went strike II to play again...oh my god...already my personal record...then have breakfast at pulau tikus there....when reached home already 9....mum already woke up...my god....good morning mum...

6th day of cny,back home sure sleep lerx....so sleepy..then went for football at padang polo....later on i have my drinks at new world park...it's so crowded over there....then i parked at a dark lorong....so worried of my safety at that moment..me ,johnson,gandhi,alan , liang yew and yi jun were there chatting and joking..i leave earlier at bout 9....then have supper with leon...swt...only two of us...my god.....went home after finishing stoke vs manc's match....

7th day of cny,last day cny break...me,lixian,yi jun,gandhi,"zi liang",johnson went liang yew's house gamble again....god...really kaki judi....lolz..then have dinner...or supper at old town...lolz....today didn't out till so long....cause monday need to back to college already..

Quite happy in my cny lerx...

First day of chinese new year...

me and lixian...don't know when i took this pic....leon's the photographer...haha

My mum's sister's daughter...cute right?

Is she dancing??wondering..

T-shirt that i bought at ex..

everythings changed....

2009-01-25T08:25:00.000-08:00

It seems to be some changing in me...im not sure bout that..and dont know what was that...
i really hope that is positive...and will keep me up...
i won't bother about anything beside you
in my heart,you makes up a big part....

in my whole life,the things that i often do is like being someone's specially hired f.o.c driver...
this i dont mind...but just look at how you treat me....
in my whole life,it's just that i keep paying so much but i got somethings that's not suppose to happen on me...
i got a word "tukao" when i got my hair highlighted in red....
but why people that smokes and dye hair did't get that adjective on them?
is this world fair?
i used to pay everything to treat everyone the best...but worst still i just got so few friends who are willing to hang out with me...
but what?i shouldn't bother so much....
and everythings that block my way to my dream please piss off my life...

I need to be more hardworking

2009-01-16T03:25:00.000-08:00

Kobe Bryant....my idol...

he's great....and one of my dreams is can play like him....it's impossible....but at least i want to play as well as i can....

hope my dream may comes true.....

so when i play i will be more hardwork and more agressive towards every balls....

so to my pal....im sorry if i got fouls on you...and please tell me on that....

sorry man.....

tagged by daryl

2009-01-06T07:15:00.000-08:00

1. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend or girlfriend smokes?

yea....it matters...cause i hate smoking...

2. How about drinking?

sure but not drunk...

3. Do you liked someone you can't have?

yea...sure...cause i didn't appreciate what she has done for me...so i couldn't have her...my fault.

4. If someone liked you right now,would you want them to tell you?

sure...

5. What's your favourite sport?

i can tell you that is soccer....basketball too...but not that much...

6. It's saturday night, you're home alone... what do you do?

Ask someone out...

7. Do you like roller coasters?

Still don't have the chance to ride on it..

8. When's the perfect time to have a bf/gf?

For me,any time will be good...just follow the fate....

9. If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?

I would say stefanie sun yan zi....my dream girl..

10. What are you doing this weekend?

Playing football?preparing for college...

11. What is your favourite restaurant?

Any that sells tasty foods..

12. Have you ever hugged someone?

ya...of course...i have 2 ex...impossible not to hug them when they sad...

13. Ever kissed someone you weren't attracted to?

Does fly kiss counts?

14. Do you like anyone right now?

yea...sure....and she's the one...i love so much

15. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?

Face.....

16. Which do you prefer, Beach or Mountains?

Beach...without rubbish...

17. What kind of phone do you have?

Music phone..sony ericsson..

18. Computer or Laptop?

Laptop

19. Jeans or sweats?

Both...

20. Which year(s) has/have been the best so far?

errr...i think is last year...

21. How old are you gonna be on your next birthday?

nineteen

22. What should you be doing right now?

Sleep i think.

23. What is your favourite TV show?

Slam dunk...i'm a great sd fans

24. What's been your last purchase?

sweets?

25. Are you attracted to girls/boys that smoke?

Absolutely no

26. Have you ever fallen on your butt in front of a crowd of people?

think so...when i was 5 or 6....

27. What do you do when you're at home?

err...things that i love to do.

28. What is your favourite subject?

owh...since standard 1 i love maths...

29. What's the best thing that happened on you?

national service?lolz....just kidding but it's really not that bad.

30. 10 person to tag:

i won't tag anyone

year 2009

2009-01-03T18:01:00.000-08:00

It's a brand new year with hopes and dreams
and my wish is to improve on every things....
football..basketball..study..
and tomorrow... i will be going back to college....
it's the last time hanging out with friends....
so we played football yesterday....and went dinner after that...
later on,i went greenlane mcd with leon zhenyi lixian and chun xian...
hope my 2009 will be a good year...

It's almost the end of 2008

2008-12-29T08:01:00.000-08:00

just to review things that happen throughout the years...
january...til march....urrm...i had my wonderful lifetime at national service...in there i known several friends...stanley,jeremy,khor,tan....really great time there...and also my ex...chooiteng...and then at the end of march....went langkawi with chooiteng,yimin and her boyfriend....although an accident broke my wonderful memories there but still ok lerx...
april....til may....errmmm relax at home afterthat just get my tertiary study started....study life started...
june....went to perak to celebrate chooiteng's birthday....not very long i stayed there...and was my first time went til so far alone....and breakup few weeks after the trip...
july till november....continues my college life and that times really sucks....i failed my first sem and need to face it alone...
november till now....just playing balls with friends and trying hard to hit my target...but i got not much....

things changes....it has been a lot of changes from christmas eve...that night my hair was a bit red...but i shaved my hair on christmas....
i would never let the word "tu kao"to be added on me....god damned it....
now that i have changed a lot....but i couldn't list out what i have changed....maybe only god knows...just let it go on....

i get what i want

2008-12-22T07:03:00.000-08:00

on top is my new nike shoes...this is the third nike shoes i have so far.....like it so much...

and following is my dapper's jeans....like this brand's jeans so much...because the colour suits me so much...

i had used up most of my budget for new cloths.....now only rm 2oo left....hope can get 2 to 3 t-shirt more and that long pants that i wanted for so long....hope i don't need to spend my own money lerx...

shopping

2008-12-16T07:17:00.000-08:00

today i went to jusco at B.M. with my family..

doing my shopping and hunting for new cloths...

the mall is quite big...and we went to the arena for lunch..

i had a sizzling black pepper beef rice...owh...it's delicious but a bit spicy....sweats are coming out non-stop...

and this is what i bought there...

aikz

2008-12-13T11:42:00.000-08:00

this is the first time having muscle cramp after football for so many years...
but i am so happy that my defend was back but i lost my attack...
why like that???
when i got a great job on defence then i would come up with nothing with the attacks...
and guess what alan's doing?he keep wasting chances in front....and yelling at others to pass him the ball....that was the first time i'm involved in the attack...then i was a bit selfish...and made mistake on that attack...but then what for scolding me???
he can waste the chances but others just cant make a single mistakes?
where was him when others were trying their best in defending???did he pay off his effort to help???no....he just trotting in front....
however...yu chen's defend have improved a lot....that was a positive thing...and it's great...well done...

tired

2008-12-08T09:24:00.000-08:00

oopz....football for saturday....basketball for sunday...and swimming for monday...
it's quite tiring....but it doesn't bother me....still able to have sports...
hehex...am i human beings??doing sports with painful ankle?
hope my scratches and ankle recovered soon...so i can bring myself to top form...

balling

2008-12-02T07:04:00.000-08:00

it's so boring at home....finally i beat blacklist no.2 in need for speed most wanted...
almost finish whole story....now just waiting for need for speed undercover...
recently downloading....really cannot wait lorx...
wong asked me to play basketball at n-park....but today....my performance was so bad....
aikz....like that how to acomplish my target?
still need more practice....

new bag......

2008-12-01T06:37:00.000-08:00

lolz....a man utd die hard fanz buying a liverpool bag?

very funny right???

but it was so nice and the best choice after i shopped 2 shopping complex...lolz

it cost me about 160....omg...

almost half of my savings....but nevermind....as long as i happy...

don't know why so like to buy things....

haha....going to kl to find more stuff...but not that soon...haha....

can't get rid of those memories....

2008-11-25T07:54:00.000-08:00

times fly....so fast that i can't manage to stop it to refresh myself...
some memories bothering me now...
sweet,bitter,sad and happy times i had together with all of my friends....
i do appreciate those who support me...thanks...
but there is a short period of memories that i won't ever forget in my whole life...
it is the holiday trip to kl with peng,chikai and sze yee and toh...
and also trip to langkawi with my ex,chooi teng and also yimin and her bf...
i know siew poh from the kl trip and then wei wei and suan eng......
erm...actually there are plenty of sweet momories...but now...it has became my memories...
then is the trip to langkawi...with my ex...that was really wonderful time...
and i never regret that i loved her so much......
till now....i am still working hard to get her back....i would never give up........

hurt

2008-11-20T05:52:00.000-08:00

I'm damaged...i was hurt...
my legs,my heart and my soul...
i was badly badly hurt...
haze blocks my path....

but i won't ever give up...
i won't give up my dreams...
my target...
things i would like to achieve in my life...

even though my legs are hurt...
or even broken,
i will still stand up.....and continue my game.....
never give up...

It's a long semwster break...

2008-11-12T06:30:00.000-08:00

So far in my sem break,i had done nothing but just wasting my time gaming...
aikz...that was so boring...who's gonna save me?
actually don't quite like gaming lerx...wasting my energy...haha..
but what to do?
wanna go for a vacation but not enough money...i think my plan must be delayed until next year lorx...
nevermind larx...save more money...but how to get more money?
don't feel like working this year....although my pocket money should be more than enough for me to spend...but still i think i need more money....now still searching for my way....my path....to my new life...

Beginning my new life....

2008-11-01T06:03:00.001-07:00

errmmm.....i think i didn't do quite well recently.....i mean before my final exam... and now it's over....lack of sleep cause me to caught headache....but i still think can get a result that just pass will do... really not to fail any more... and today's my final day having exam and it's also the start of my holiday and my new life... really will try my best to get what i dreamt of since entering Inti.... today is the very beginning and i think i got everything still ok...but can have more improvement... so,there're no holiday job for me...my holiday is just for me to improve myself...

my best XI

2008-10-26T09:59:00.001-07:00

casillas

ramos ferdinand gallas cole

sneijder carrick gerrard

rooney

torres villa

my best 11..........

Something's missing in my soul

2008-10-26T09:54:00.000-07:00

i am wondering whether what's missing.....
i know there're somethings...i'm going to have my final exam already........
but till now i still not done much on my study...
i'm trying to figure out what's missing....
and i still need to give more while playing ball..when chance drop by you should work hard and catch it....do your best,try your best.....and give it a fight....and now....i am desperate for my chances....i am going to work hard and grab it....

Few more days to go

2008-10-20T17:52:00.000-07:00

It's very soon to my final exam.....about a week time then i will be sitting for my exam...
i am not suppost to fail for this time......but what i've studied so far was not enough to get me good results.....so since there are about a week,i must use my time wisely....and do more work....
everything is about how many effort you put in then how good your result will be...
so, to all my friends whether is from inti or not that facing their final exam,i wish them good luck...

Becoming sentimental???

2008-10-17T02:26:00.000-07:00

i just have a feeling that these few days.....or months....i had become a sentimental lovers...
the songs that i listen are mostly sentimental and sad songs...
maybe i change to this because of things that happened to me...
hopefully i can change to the one that i want....
and towards my dreams...
i will fight for the 0.001 percent of chance for my dreams to come true.....

what am i doing?

2008-10-11T06:18:00.001-07:00

i am wondering what happened to me these past few days....
i haven't started any revision.......aikz.....
why am i like this ???
really need to figure out what am i doin.....and make things right on track in a short time...
today i changed new phone.....se w760i....
but so unluckily when i go back ther to change the memory card.....i knocked on a satria that cross behind me...
my bumper was scratched......and that satria's door was a bit damaged...
so me and my dad forced to lead him to my 5th aunt's work place to fix his car....but he is quite nice .....just settled with a kind attitude...
so it's settled smoothly....
later on....went football at adventise......so damn tired.......im a bit exhausted......
but i will surely be back.....soon...

i wonder....

2008-10-04T22:54:00.000-07:00

aikz....these few days i broke my rule.....that was no to go cyber cafe anymore...
why?why i just don't have the determination?
and just keep go there wasting money???
today is sunday and tomorrow college's life continues.....break ends...
but....still have many things that i can't change.....
from now 0n,i would like to be myself.....be the best of me...to show every one that doubt on my ability.....
since small....i have a bad habit....that is not to do things completely.....
and while playing football....i played many position....but why i just can do until the standard is medium class only?

so...now i determined to do my best....and these are things that i would like to change...
not to scold bad words.....
not to be so hot-tempered.....
pay more attention on my study,football and basketball...
and while playing ball....i would like to have a fix position....that is defensive midfield for football(that suits the style of me) and power forward for basketball....
not to go cyber cafe so often.....maybe once a month or once in two months....
these are for now......

Am i back?

2008-09-27T18:50:00.001-07:00

I had found back great feelings when mixing with daryl and leon.....
With them....i will not get ignored......And for sports....i think i will get back my form soon....hope so...cause my performance still not very good.....why i lost somethings that i had when i was in form 2???
maybe is skill...maybe is stamina...but now..i have change a mindset....so that makes me think positive....and of course do everythings in a positive way...
when doing things,i will not to be the best....but i will give best of me......
and there's one thing that's for sure...i will love manchester united live long no matter what result they get...even if they get relegated....i am totally manchester united...and loyalty is so important to me....i would not like anyone that with a full heart to play for manchester united ...

and finally thanks...i think this is a mean of best friend.....won't leave you or far away from you in whatever situation......always give you advice when you're down ,when you're helpless, when you're in trouble....thanks to all of my best friends...

My idol

2008-09-25T05:26:00.001-07:00

Name : Kaede Rukawa #11
He is a basketball players in the story of slam dunk...
his main position is a point guard....and in the story he is a skillful basketball player and the
keyplayer at shohoku basketball team..
he is an ambitious player that is to be the greatest player in Japan...

this is.....my idol.....

Life should be like this?

2008-09-25T05:12:00.001-07:00

Is everyone in this world makes friend loke this?
If there are not any benefit then couldn't be friend?

this world is so cruel that you treat other well but then others treat you oppositely...
everythings that is done is only to make friends but till the end,you will get treated badly...
others may treat you as a driver when they talk in their daily life...
when met with situation that need car,he will of course think of you and say that "yea you got car...go any where also can..."
but when you met with difficulties like unsolve problems in acedemic,you speak out your question,he will be answering you"i don't know..."or just act like heard nothing..
while playing games....that's more sucks....
take dota as example....he go alone then 1 on 5 sure die....then he will say you"don't support....your hero sucks.....everytime you don't help....you let me die..."
It's so ridiculous.....and makes other feel bad....and treat other like treat you well is a must?
why can some people just behave like this?

maybe they don't realized that the way they talk will hurt....
maybe is my fault or i hurt others when i talk.....
so everyone will make this mistakes......
hope that whoever that seen this post don't angry of me....i doesn't mean any1...
just to remind you all that care for others' feeling during daily conversation...
of course i will also try hard to change my bad attitude...

High and Low

2008-09-22T05:42:00.000-07:00

Every body in this world will face their up and downs in their life....that's for sure...
life is just like a road.....there will be period with lotz of cars or even not a car for a short period...
life should be like this....most of the time busy...
sometimes there will be something that make you feel down...but you must face it...
if you cannot face it,you will be a failure to yourself......you will be sorry to yourself...
when you met situation that you failed everything,just use your time to refresh your mind and see what's wrong and correct it....i'm sure the best of you will be back....

remember!!!
when you're down,
not to give up.....but to face it...
there will be chances for you and don't give up every hope...

oopz.....

2008-09-20T07:24:00.000-07:00

Episode 1...
1. Six people I tag :
-dunno who to tag ler....

2. Six things I'm passionate about :
-all of my friends
-my sports life
-my study
-my future
-my family
-my future family

3. Six things I say too often :
-alamak
-kanasai
-shit
-gai liao
-haiz
-hoi

4. Six books I've read recently :
-slam dunk
-no more i think

5. Six songs I listen to again and again :
-No air(Christ Brown ft. Jordin Sparks)
-Love in this club(Usher ft. Young Jeezy)
-Dangerous(Kardinal Official ft.Akon)
-What you got(Colby O'donis ft. Akon)
-My Boo(Alicia Keys ft. Usher)
-I believe i can fly(R.Kelly)

6. Six things I've learnt in the past :
-to be not so hot-tempered(although can't change throughoutly)
-take care of myself
-face difficulties all by myself
-be loyal
-the truth in this world
-not to trust anyone 100 percent

Episode 2:
1. The last person to tag you is?
jiayik
2. What relationship of you with him/her?
friend....good friend.....best friend(for now and future)
3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
err......great person...hardworking...care of people.....funny......great when playing ball,i mean serious....
4. The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you?
erm....i think is putting something on my car's wiper???wondering....
5. The most memorable words that he/she said to you?
er....lolz....one day your white car will become muddy....
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
oopzzz.can't imaging...great if is a girl...yik,when u wanna be a girl?
7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
definitely won't....impossible...
8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on?
be more like a girl....cause i dun like someone with same gender with me...
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is....
this will never happen...
10. The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?
be his friend and support him life long...
11. The overall impression to he/her is..
a great man...
12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
hot-tempered.....not a great guy i think...
13. The character for you for yourself is?
emo....follow what i think is right....determined...
14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
hot-tempered....and lotz of bad habits..
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
paul scholes...
16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them:
i will care of you for my life....you're the one that i care of...
17. Ten people :
taosheng
jiayik
weiyin
soopeng
leon
chooiteng
dillan
zhenyi
chikai
a secret person for now
18. who is number 2 having relationship with?
i dunno who is in a relationship with him lerx...his girlfriend gua...comfirm not boy
19. Is number 3 a male or female?
male of course
20. If number 7 and number 10 be together would it be a good thing?
i will kill him i think...
21. How about number 5 and number 8?
oopzzz....
22. What is number 1 studying about?
in tar college ar...
23. Is number 4 single?
i think so...
24. Say something about number 2 :
bro...

Regret...

2008-09-20T05:57:00.000-07:00

i have live for 18 years......
and there are many things that happened to me in these past few years....
i have just one things to blame...myself....
i regret for missing the chance to improve my basketball skills when i was in standard 4.....
that time my primary school's basketball teacher had choosen me to join the basketball team....but i rejected the offer....
why?how could i do that???
And another things was why i din't ever try my best when playing football?my dream is to be a footballer....but now,my football skill is so sucks....
why i din't trained hard.....
And the last thing is that i didn't cherish the one i loved???
and finally she left me......
i really hope that i won't be regretting for the rest of my life.....

Is it the best i've ever shown?

2008-09-17T10:10:00.000-07:00

Today...is a tired day....we played basketball at clhs....
although i was tired....but i just think of what i have done so far in my life for quite a period a time...
Slam dunk is the book that makes me thinking back of my life....
everything that i have done is not perfect....am i really shown my best....
i think not....just take a view on a few example...
just like playing football...i just can't managed to bring myself onto a higher level...
in study.....i failed and i don't ever tried my best last semester...
in my dreams,i don't actually work hard to achieve what i would be dreaming of since i was a child...
and in basketball.....i still can't do well too.....i realized that i din't pay enough effort on it and i am going for the final draft of INTI basketball team selection....
i'm not satisfied with myself....
why i just can't pay my all???
i'm sad of myself...
what is the problem?
lack of confidence?i think no....but sometimes yes..depends on the situation i faced...
maybe the main problem is that i'm lack of continuity in things that i'm doing...
i would not like to be like that.....
and from today onwards....i will tried to give my best......

Still can't throw away the feeling...

2008-09-16T03:08:00.000-07:00

Aikz...that bad feeling still with me.....
why that people always cannot answering my question properly???
Iz that the way i talk or my language very hard to understand?
i asked....then why cannot give me an answer?but just keep quiet and walk away and ignored me....
getting ignored agian....
no matter in what way....
i am wondering whether this feeling must follow me until when??

maybe there's something in my heart....but at the moment i also don't know what that is....

Am i lost???or coming with new life???

2008-09-15T08:52:00.000-07:00

Actually i don't know about what am i doin in this period of times....
....break up with the one that i loved so much....
.....failed my engineering....
......retake my engineering course...
.......friends begin to stay far far away from me...
........everthing in my life was a mess...

What is going wrong???
i know it was my fault......i know my attitude will be my problem....
i tried....i tried very hard to change myself....
but why still like i lost myself in this world...
old friends like going far....far....untouchable....
new friends just a few but still unreachable...

What to me now left basketball football.....
things that i care that won't leave me aside or ignored me...

My feeling now was just bad....
no matter what i do i get bad treat...
i treat other well...and i just cared of everyone that come into my life...
and sure no one will like the feeling to be lonely and ignored....me too...
every cretures have feeling...

but life's like this.....
the truth is like this...
people start to stay away from you when you're in trouble..

i am still trying hard to fixed things back to tracks.....
and hope that one day....friends never ignore me...
and i can give good feelings to others...
so i can clearly tell everyone that i'm back......

Am i still that yun chong????

2008-09-15T08:50:00.001-07:00

So long that i never touch my blog.....
It'z time for me to recreate......
And this is my blog after redo..and i'm back.....