i wonder....

aikz....these few days i broke my rule.....that was no to go cyber cafe anymore...
why?why i just don't have the determination?
and just keep go there wasting money???
today is sunday and tomorrow college's life continues.....break ends...
but....still have many things that i can't change.....
from now 0n,i would like to be myself.....be the best of me...to show every one that doubt on my ability.....
since small....i have a bad habit....that is not to do things completely.....
and while playing football....i played many position....but why i just can do until the standard is medium class only?

so...now i determined to do my best....and these are things that i would like to change...
not to scold bad words.....
not to be so hot-tempered.....
pay more attention on my study,football and basketball...
and while playing ball....i would like to have a fix position....that is defensive midfield for football(that suits the style of me) and power forward for basketball....
not to go cyber cafe so often.....maybe once a month or once in two months....
these are for now......