everythings changed....

It seems to be some changing in me...im not sure bout that..and dont know what was that...
i really hope that is positive...and will keep me up...
i won't bother about anything beside you
in my heart,you makes up a big part....

in my whole life,the things that i often do is like being someone's specially hired f.o.c driver...
this i dont mind...but just look at how you treat me....
in my whole life,it's just that i keep paying so much but i got somethings that's not suppose to happen on me...
i got a word "tukao" when i got my hair highlighted in red....
but why people that smokes and dye hair did't get that adjective on them?
is this world fair?
i used to pay everything to treat everyone the best...but worst still i just got so few friends who are willing to hang out with me...
but what?i shouldn't bother so much....
and everythings that block my way to my dream please piss off my life...