Am i back?

I had found back great feelings when mixing with daryl and leon.....
With them....i will not get ignored......And for sports....i think i will get back my form soon....hope so...cause my performance still not very good.....why i lost somethings that i had when i was in form 2???
maybe is skill...maybe is stamina...but now..i have change a mindset....so that makes me think positive....and of course do everythings in a positive way...
when doing things,i will not to be the best....but i will give best of me......
and there's one thing that's for sure...i will love manchester united live long no matter what result they get...even if they get relegated....i am totally manchester united...and loyalty is so important to me....i would not like anyone that with a full heart to play for manchester united ...

and finally thanks...i think this is a mean of best friend.....won't leave you or far away from you in whatever situation......always give you advice when you're down ,when you're helpless, when you're in trouble....thanks to all of my best friends...

My idol

Name : Kaede Rukawa #11
He is a basketball players in the story of slam dunk...
his main position is a point guard....and in the story he is a skillful basketball player and the
keyplayer at shohoku basketball team..
he is an ambitious player that is to be the greatest player in Japan...


this is.....my idol.....

Life should be like this?

Is everyone in this world makes friend loke this?
If there are not any benefit then couldn't be friend?

this world is so cruel that you treat other well but then others treat you oppositely...
everythings that is done is only to make friends but till the end,you will get treated badly...
others may treat you as a driver when they talk in their daily life...
when met with situation that need car,he will of course think of you and say that "yea you got car...go any where also can..."
but when you met with difficulties like unsolve problems in acedemic,you speak out your question,he will be answering you"i don't know..."or just act like heard nothing..
while playing games....that's more sucks....
take dota as example....he go alone then 1 on 5 sure die....then he will say you"don't support....your hero sucks.....everytime you don't help....you let me die..."
It's so ridiculous.....and makes other feel bad....and treat other like treat you well is a must?
why can some people just behave like this?

maybe they don't realized that the way they talk will hurt....
maybe is my fault or i hurt others when i talk.....
so everyone will make this mistakes......
hope that whoever that seen this post don't angry of me....i doesn't mean any1...
just to remind you all that care for others' feeling during daily conversation...
of course i will also try hard to change my bad attitude...

High and Low

Every body in this world will face their up and downs in their life....that's for sure...
life is just like a road.....there will be period with lotz of cars or even not a car for a short period...
life should be like this....most of the time busy...
sometimes there will be something that make you feel down...but you must face it...
if you cannot face it,you will be a failure to yourself......you will be sorry to yourself...
when you met situation that you failed everything,just use your time to refresh your mind and see what's wrong and correct it....i'm sure the best of you will be back....

remember!!!
when you're down,
not to give up.....but to face it...
there will be chances for you and don't give up every hope...

oopz.....

Episode 1...
1. Six people I tag :
-dunno who to tag ler....

2. Six things I'm passionate about :
-all of my friends
-my sports life
-my study
-my future
-my family
-my future family

3. Six things I say too often :
-alamak
-kanasai
-shit
-gai liao
-haiz
-hoi

4. Six books I've read recently :
-slam dunk
-no more i think

5. Six songs I listen to again and again :
-No air(Christ Brown ft. Jordin Sparks)
-Love in this club(Usher ft. Young Jeezy)
-Dangerous(Kardinal Official ft.Akon)
-What you got(Colby O'donis ft. Akon)
-My Boo(Alicia Keys ft. Usher)
-I believe i can fly(R.Kelly)

6. Six things I've learnt in the past :
-to be not so hot-tempered(although can't change throughoutly)
-take care of myself
-face difficulties all by myself
-be loyal
-the truth in this world
-not to trust anyone 100 percent

Episode 2:
1. The last person to tag you is?
jiayik
2. What relationship of you with him/her?
friend....good friend.....best friend(for now and future)
3. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
err......great person...hardworking...care of people.....funny......great when playing ball,i mean serious....
4. The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you?
erm....i think is putting something on my car's wiper???wondering....
5. The most memorable words that he/she said to you?
er....lolz....one day your white car will become muddy....
6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
oopzzz.can't imaging...great if is a girl...yik,when u wanna be a girl?
7. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
definitely won't....impossible...
8. If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on?
be more like a girl....cause i dun like someone with same gender with me...
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is....
this will never happen...
10. The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?
be his friend and support him life long...
11. The overall impression to he/her is..
a great man...
12. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
hot-tempered.....not a great guy i think...
13. The character for you for yourself is?
emo....follow what i think is right....determined...
14. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
hot-tempered....and lotz of bad habits..
15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
paul scholes...
16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them:
i will care of you for my life....you're the one that i care of...
17. Ten people :
taosheng
jiayik
weiyin
soopeng
leon
chooiteng
dillan
zhenyi
chikai
a secret person for now
18. who is number 2 having relationship with?
i dunno who is in a relationship with him lerx...his girlfriend gua...comfirm not boy
19. Is number 3 a male or female?
male of course
20. If number 7 and number 10 be together would it be a good thing?
i will kill him i think...
21. How about number 5 and number 8?
oopzzz....
22. What is number 1 studying about?
in tar college ar...
23. Is number 4 single?
i think so...
24. Say something about number 2 :
bro...

Regret...

i have live for 18 years......
and there are many things that happened to me in these past few years....
i have just one things to blame...myself....
i regret for missing the chance to improve my basketball skills when i was in standard 4.....
that time my primary school's basketball teacher had choosen me to join the basketball team....but i rejected the offer....
why?how could i do that???
And another things was why i din't ever try my best when playing football?my dream is to be a footballer....but now,my football skill is so sucks....
why i din't trained hard.....
And the last thing is that i didn't cherish the one i loved???
and finally she left me......
i really hope that i won't be regretting for the rest of my life.....

Is it the best i've ever shown?

Today...is a tired day....we played basketball at clhs....
although i was tired....but i just think of what i have done so far in my life for quite a period a time...
Slam dunk is the book that makes me thinking back of my life....
everything that i have done is not perfect....am i really shown my best....
i think not....just take a view on a few example...
just like playing football...i just can't managed to bring myself onto a higher level...
in study.....i failed and i don't ever tried my best last semester...
in my dreams,i don't actually work hard to achieve what i would be dreaming of since i was a child...
and in basketball.....i still can't do well too.....i realized that i din't pay enough effort on it and i am going for the final draft of INTI basketball team selection....
i'm not satisfied with myself....
why i just can't pay my all???
i'm sad of myself...
what is the problem?
lack of confidence?i think no....but sometimes yes..depends on the situation i faced...
maybe the main problem is that i'm lack of continuity in things that i'm doing...
i would not like to be like that.....
and from today onwards....i will tried to give my best......

Still can't throw away the feeling...

Aikz...that bad feeling still with me.....
why that people always cannot answering my question properly???
Iz that the way i talk or my language very hard to understand?
i asked....then why cannot give me an answer?but just keep quiet and walk away and ignored me....
getting ignored agian....
no matter in what way....
i am wondering whether this feeling must follow me until when??

maybe there's something in my heart....but at the moment i also don't know what that is....

Am i lost???or coming with new life???

Actually i don't know about what am i doin in this period of times....
....break up with the one that i loved so much....
.....failed my engineering....
......retake my engineering course...
.......friends begin to stay far far away from me...
........everthing in my life was a mess...

What is going wrong???
i know it was my fault......i know my attitude will be my problem....
i tried....i tried very hard to change myself....
but why still like i lost myself in this world...
old friends like going far....far....untouchable....
new friends just a few but still unreachable...

What to me now left basketball football.....
things that i care that won't leave me aside or ignored me...

My feeling now was just bad....
no matter what i do i get bad treat...
i treat other well...and i just cared of everyone that come into my life...
and sure no one will like the feeling to be lonely and ignored....me too...
every cretures have feeling...

but life's like this.....
the truth is like this...
people start to stay away from you when you're in trouble..

i am still trying hard to fixed things back to tracks.....
and hope that one day....friends never ignore me...
and i can give good feelings to others...
so i can clearly tell everyone that i'm back......

Am i still that yun chong????

So long that i never touch my blog.....
It'z time for me to recreate......
And this is my blog after redo..and i'm back.....