my best XI

casillas

ramos ferdinand gallas cole


sneijder carrick gerrard

rooney

torres villa

my best 11..........

Something's missing in my soul

i am wondering whether what's missing.....
i know there're somethings...i'm going to have my final exam already........
but till now i still not done much on my study...
i'm trying to figure out what's missing....
and i still need to give more while playing ball..when chance drop by you should work hard and catch it....do your best,try your best.....and give it a fight....and now....i am desperate for my chances....i am going to work hard and grab it....

Few more days to go

It's very soon to my final exam.....about a week time then i will be sitting for my exam...
i am not suppost to fail for this time......but what i've studied so far was not enough to get me good results.....so since there are about a week,i must use my time wisely....and do more work....
everything is about how many effort you put in then how good your result will be...
so, to all my friends whether is from inti or not that facing their final exam,i wish them good luck...

Becoming sentimental???

i just have a feeling that these few days.....or months....i had become a sentimental lovers...
the songs that i listen are mostly sentimental and sad songs...
maybe i change to this because of things that happened to me...
hopefully i can change to the one that i want....
and towards my dreams...
i will fight for the 0.001 percent of chance for my dreams to come true.....

what am i doing?

i am wondering what happened to me these past few days....
i haven't started any revision.......aikz.....
why am i like this ???
really need to figure out what am i doin.....and make things right on track in a short time...
today i changed new phone.....se w760i....
but so unluckily when i go back ther to change the memory card.....i knocked on a satria that cross behind me...
my bumper was scratched......and that satria's door was a bit damaged...
so me and my dad forced to lead him to my 5th aunt's work place to fix his car....but he is quite nice .....just settled with a kind attitude...
so it's settled smoothly....
later on....went football at adventise......so damn tired.......im a bit exhausted......
but i will surely be back.....soon...

i wonder....

aikz....these few days i broke my rule.....that was no to go cyber cafe anymore...
why?why i just don't have the determination?
and just keep go there wasting money???
today is sunday and tomorrow college's life continues.....break ends...
but....still have many things that i can't change.....
from now 0n,i would like to be myself.....be the best of me...to show every one that doubt on my ability.....
since small....i have a bad habit....that is not to do things completely.....
and while playing football....i played many position....but why i just can do until the standard is medium class only?

so...now i determined to do my best....and these are things that i would like to change...
not to scold bad words.....
not to be so hot-tempered.....
pay more attention on my study,football and basketball...
and while playing ball....i would like to have a fix position....that is defensive midfield for football(that suits the style of me) and power forward for basketball....
not to go cyber cafe so often.....maybe once a month or once in two months....
these are for now......